Ok. So why hasn't all that preparation fixed it?

(a question many of clients kept asking themselves before they came to me)

If you've also been dealing with this for a while, you've probably tried to prepare your way out of it:

- You rehearse

- You go over your presentation again

- You think about the questions they might ask

- You prepare answers.

- You make notes.

- Sometimes you even practice exactly how you're going to say something.

And it helps - at least for a while. You feel more ready, more in control.

Then the meeting happens...

Someone asks you something you weren't expecting.

Everyone looks at you, as if you're the center of attention now.. and suddenly you're back in that familiar place:

Your heart starts racing.

Your mind goes blank.

You can't quite find the exact words.

So you rush through the answer.

Maybe you say something that's technically fine, but nowhere near as good as what you actually wanted to say.

Then it's over.

And later, you're thinking:

“I should have prepared more.”

So you do.

I've seen very capable people (even senior leaders) get caught in this cycle for years.

They become incredibly good at preparing.

They reallyy KNOW their material.

They anticipate questions nobody even asks.

They rehearse conversations in their head.

They prepare for every possible objection.

And yet there are still certain situations where they struggle to access what they already know.

Isn't interesting? Because preparation makes sense.

If you don't know the material, learn it.

If you don't know what you're going to say, prepare.

If you have an important presentation, practice.

There's nothing wrong with any of that.

But there's a difference between preparing because you want to communicate well...

and preparing because you're trying to make sure nothing can go wrong.

Those can look exactly the same from the outside.

But they're not the same thing...

If you're preparing for every possible question because you want to be ready, that's one thing.

If you're preparing because you're thinking:

“What if they catch me off guard?”

“What if i don't know the answer?”

“What if i look stupid?”

“What if they think i'm not as capable as they thought?”

Then the preparation is doing something else.

It's an effort to make you feel safe.

And there's always one more thing you can prepare for.

One more question.

One more scenario.

One more possible mistake.

One more way the meeting could go differently than you planned.

You can spend hours trying to remove uncertainty from a situation that can NEVER be completely predictable.

Eventually, you still have to walk into the room.

And if the thing you're most afraid of is still there, all that preparation may not stop your reaction.

It may just mean you've spent even more time thinking about the moment before it happens.

So i'd like you to look at your own preparation a little differently.

Think about the last important meeting or presentation where you prepared a lot.

Ask yourself:

Was i mainly preparing to communicate well?

Or was i trying to make sure i couldn't get caught off guard?

Was i preparing because i wanted to do a good job?

Or because i didn't trust myself to handle what might happen if i wasn't completely prepared?

And if you've been preparing harder and harder for years, but the same reaction keeps showing up in certain situations, pay attention to that:

Maybe the problem isn't that you haven't prepared enough.

Maybe preparation has become one of the ways you've learned to manage the problem.

That's an important distinction to make.

-waqas

PS--Before your next important meeting or presentation, notice what you're actually preparing for.

The content?

Or everything you're afraid might happen when it's your turn to speak?

That distinction may tell you more than another round of rehearsal.

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